Genres: Anal Sex, Bareback, Blowjob, Cumshots, Masturbation
Video language: English
This past April I turned 50. It was a milestone because when I was in my 20s, I never thought I’d reach this age. Growing up in the south and being gay seemed like a sentence: if the rednecks didn’t get you, God would — as many saw AIDS as a “gift from God”. I did not have authentic “gay sex” well into my second year of college. It was through a gloryhole in the basement of the Newman College men’s bathroom (right next to my girlfriend’s dorm) at Tulane, in New Orleans. I had jacked off several times looking through the carefully chiseled hole, with other guys who were careful to hide their faces, or lean back if you tried too hard to see who was attached to the hard cock and bouncing balls, as we each sought some relief. And these sessions for me would often end as they began: coming and going in shame, worried of being seen, fear of being gay, and unsatisfied that I would never know the pleasure and touch of another person who was like me—who wanted me to touch and see him and in return wanted to touch and see me.
Format: mp4
Duration: 30:28
Video: 1280x720, AVC (H.264), 2745kbps
Audio: 126kbps
